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How's life??

2011-07-01T10:06:00.001+08:00

Hellooooo~~

It has been quite a long while since my last post :P hmm..was like 5 months ago..teeheehee

Yeap..another semester has passed in a blink of an eye speed and i'll be graduating in a year time! Wohooo! ps: if i manage to pass *finger crossed* :X

As usual, involved myself in tonnes of jobs and event and i really enjoyed the life like this. To be frank, i prefer to be shermaine more than shin yee...u get what i mean? :D However, this ain't ideal world. I can't just do whatever i wanted to do without considering the consequences and feelings of the people around me especially my family which put in high hope on me. Sigh..that's life! Anyway, at least i did get myself involve in the field or sector i'm interested in. I have no regret :) Every working experience was an eye opener for me and it's something that i'll never learn in school.

Okiieee...really got loads of catch-up needed! i have so many fun working experience pending to share..and not to forget..nice pics to share as well..hoho :) Please stay tuned as i guess i'll update my death bloggie quite often since i'm having HOLIDAY now people! muahahaha~

Teaser....

~With love ♥

New new new!

2011-01-27T23:45:00.001+08:00

A quickie:

New clothes...CHECK~

New hair colour...CHECK~

New shoe...CHECK~

New car...CHECK!!!!!!

Mr Pig is so ready for CNY~

but i have not gotten anything for myself :( Booo...

Oh CNY CNY...pls dont come that soon k...

I need to do some, perhaps A LOT OF SHOPPING A.S.A.P!

~With love ♥

Happy New Year

2011-01-22T19:45:00.004+08:00

Hello there :)

Happy New Year to all~ CNY is just around the corner, can you feel the "dong dong chiang" mood already? Yeap :) new layout, new header and NEW POST for the year of Rabbit :3

Last year was fairly good overall, lost and gained, met new peoples make new friends. Spent most of my time for assignments and coursework as usual, but i'm pretty used to the be a full time university student and i have to since i'll be stepping into my last semester for third year in monash real soon. Hooray~ one and half years more to graduation! Can't wait! There's nothing much bad for being a student, but the stressful assignments and coursework are seriously killing me. Many times really feel like shouting "wa beh tahan liao" right in front of monash management office! Other than that, not forgetting i've gotten my "golden key" last year :) I'm officially 21st for 1 day plus and i have to step into BIG TWO-TWO now -.- ishh! So unfair for december babies :( especially those at VERY VERY late december..booo!

Started this year with new hopes and resolutions, however the first month of 2011 doesn't turn up quite well. Granny was sent to hospital last week. She passed out in the toilet out of a sudden without any sign of discomfort nor abnormal behavior before that. Me and my sister stayed up the whole night in the hospital to babysit my granny. I never realize that my granny is already 80 years old this year. She looks much older as compared to the image i can recall clearly from my memory. For all this while, she dedicated her life taking care of everyone of us, even at the age of 80 she's still doing house chores routinely. But now, simple movement she needs assistance.

Although we are staying under the same roof but seldom communicate. I claimed "busy" as my excuse. Often, granny need to climb 3 stairs up just to talk to us or sometimes just to deliver fruits for us. Again, i claimed "busy" as my excuse.

The day before the incident, i accompanied my granny for a check-up at nearby clinic. Actually i wasn't meant to accompany her in the first place, just because of i need a lift to somewhere else by my sister so i followed along. I watched every single test she had gone through, listened feedback from doctor, observed her expression. She's old. At the particular moment, i felt a great knock on my head. My eyes watered with tears, only from that moment i'm about to concern about her. To pay for my guiltiness, i paid the medical fees but just a normal check-up can cost up to almost RM 400. How did my granny manage to pay for such a huge amount of money for check-up every week, every month? So unbelievable. I spent all my income from freelance so selfishly for own use, thinking about new bag, new clothes but not a single cent back to home. However, true care and concern that elderly ever wanted is irreplaceable by money.

Just right after the great knock, when i'm about to pay more attention to my granny, the incident occured. This time, tears dropped down uncontrollably. Alarmed. I felt so much guilt in me. All the time i'm so proud of myself being able to spend on what i've earned without asking money from home. But there's nothing much to be proud of, if you don't even know to return. There's nothing much to be proud of, if you claimed "busy" as your excuse to be far from your family.

At the age of 22, i should be able to take up the resposibiliy. I need more time. I need it to compensate the time i've wasted, the care and concern i haven't yet to show to my beloved family. Sorry. Sorry for being such a selfish and self-centered child. Yes, dear granny, proudly to inform you i'm an adult now. I'm more than capable to take care of you :) ♥ You

2011, New year new wish. Please grant my popo a healthy body! Bless my family 心想事成~

~With love ♥

Y.E.S: the fastest mobile internet with voice!

2010-11-22T22:01:00.003+08:00

Aye aye captain!

Alert alert: Bukit bintang was in utter chaos after the landing of Y.E.S storm troopers!

the maxi yeng-ness: my darling ♥

No sem break for me :( i have been working non-stop right after my finals, to be precise, i have been working during my finals already for the YES event as brand ambassador.

I would not say this was the easiest job i have worked for but definitely one of the best! :)

Although there were some mis-arrangementsSS and last minutes, however all these unpredictables makes this job freaking happening and memorable :)

Why is it one of the best?

Nope...the job scope is not easy, where i have to keep explaining to the customers about Y.E.S, carry I-Pad here and there to do registration in middle of the road and there's always some fussy customers which can spent more than one hour to choose their fong shui phone number combination *faint*

Nope...not about the pay.

The pay is not that high though, 3 hours of photoshooting is more than the pay i get for Y.E.S-ing the whole day.

They why-oh-why??

Scroll down for the ANSWER...teeheehee =D

***

Whoopsie~ Hottest DJ Hiloco from Japan!!! She's definitely one the reasons~
She ROCKs the night! Heart her much! ♥
Quote from Andrea Chuang: i'll definitely go gay for her! wohoo~
me too me too~ i'm falling head over heels for her!

In addition, awesome performance by the troopers!

The night was a blast! Atmosphere high high HIGH!!!

the accompanies, the troopers and the babes are the reason of all! :)

The awesome troopers

Hong foo the muscular :) ps: such a lovely couple.

they have been together for more than 7 years.. aww shooo sweet ♥ ♥ ♥

Mr dancer.

The Arrhh...=D

Si janggut!

The babess i heart ♥

yeen, vien and andrea

yeen, vien darling and me

my grace babyyy ♥

Andrea Chuang

Chhoy Yeen

Jas Low

Pretty Jia Wen

Evon Ng

Oh MayC..din get to snap a pic with her :(

My Vien darling :) xoxo

Short term of understanding, long-lasting friendship :)

Take care and keep in touch babes! I Love U All muchie muchie ♥ ♥ ♥

Let's Pa Pa Pa PARTY after grace babe's return ya!

...xoxo...

~With love ♥

Let's get W.O.W-ed

2010-11-20T15:08:00.000+08:00

Hey ladies,

have you ever felt that pads are boring and sick of skin irritation caused by long hours of wearing?

and wonder that we ladies deserves a better touch of style for this intimate/ girls only product?

psst psst...

Guess what, fashion has finally matched function in feminine care and transform pads from "white" and "WOW"

Proudly present you the new KOTEX LUXE Ultrathin Design Pads!

The latest innovation from kotex marks the beginning of a new era in feminine care, where pads are no longer just a form of protection but also one of self-expression. Kotes has been the market leader in feminine care in Malaysia for 58 years and they definitely understand what girls wants and needs.

The new Kotex Luxe Ultrathin Design Pads comes in a range of six gorgeous designs, from a sweet 'girl-next-door' feel to a somewhat 'indie chic' look. Besides the fancy design, Kotex Luxe Ultrathin Pads are already synonymous with superior performance with MicroMax 2 technology which is a super absorbent ultrathin core that provides maximum protection with so cottony cover and hence reduces irritation on skin.

And now the new Kotex Luxe Ultrathin Design Pads come with unique reusable drawstring polybags that carry individual pouch wraps that match the design-theme of the pads.

But waitt.....there's more~ Limited edition tin for new Kotex Luxe Ultrathin Pads is available now until December only!
You don't have to be shy taking your pads to the washroom anymore and you can carry to anywhere!

Hey ladies...what are you waiting for?

Grab it fast while stock last!

Look! Vien darling is loving it! =D

Express yourself with new Kotex Luxe Ultrathin Design Pads, the first pad with attractive colour designs to reflect your personal sense of style.

Let Kotex Luxe Ultrathin Pads become the definition for comfort and style during menstrual period!

W.O.W!

~With love ♥

Sun will still rise :)

2010-10-17T02:03:00.004+08:00

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away. For what dwelling in the past when there's a brighter future that you can reach out. Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. And Today? Today is a gift. Cherish the 'PRESENT' because life is an one-way journey. Laugh insanely, love truly and forgive quickly. It's just as simple as A-B-C~ :D Cheers ppl! Sun will still rise and the stars will shine.

HEEEEEEEEEEE.........

"The best and most beautiful things in this world cannot be seen or even heard, but must be felt with the heart. ♥"

oh yeah~ assignment and exams..i'll be getting over "you" pretty soon! wohoo~ :)

~With love ♥

Listen to me

2010-09-29T01:34:00.004+08:00

Hey you, listen to me

What she's telling you is 100% true! Please believe her for once.

I don't know what happened to both of you but this matter is getting more serious!

Please be a man and do something! Both of you have responsibility for this and please bring it to a perfect ending! At least, a simple text or even a short call will do. She needs you badly at this moment! You really no idea what she's dealing with now! All she ever wanted is just your acknowledgement and trust! This is definitely unfair for her to endure all the hardship alone where the mistake was done by you two! Listen to her!

Please....i'm begging you!

Do something....before it is too late...

You know who you are....

you should be glad that i'm writing without any fury! you bastard!

090910: worst day EVER!

2010-09-14T17:35:00.014+08:00

WORST DAY EVER WORST DAY EVER WORST DAY EVER WORST DAY EVER WORST DAY EVER WORST DAY EVER WORST DAY EVER WORST DAY EVER WORST DAY EVER WORST DAY EVER WORST DAY EVER WORST DAY EVER WORST DAY EVER WORST DAY EVER WORST DAY EVER WORST DAY EVER WORST DAY EVER WORST DAY EVER WORST DAY EVER WORST DAY EVER WORST DAY EVER WORST DAY EVER!!!

Thanks to a fella who ruined my entire day. That day was me and my babi one year and 8 months anniversary and i'm supposed to attend xinyi's birthday celebration after reaction test. Screw this fella caused me broke into tears in this sooo damn meaningful and eventful day!

Screw u this pathetic thief MEMORY STEALER! It was not just the matter of the cost of my laptop, it was all about what’s inside of it! All my photos with fan cheongs, friends and family, embedded with so so SOO precious memories “Pooftt…” GONE! All the soft copy of my assignments, lecture notes and tutorials “Pooftt…” GONE! All my favourite series, dramas and songs especially my gossip girls season 3 “Pooffttt….” GONE! T______T What the hell, I haven’t even finish watching it weh!

I seriously can’t believe there such a pathetic, immoral and idiotic fella in Monash! The incident happened in library some more, shouldn't u be studying instead of creating such a sin! Aim for your HD larr..why my laptop u idiot! Give me back my dell studio! I miss my lappie so much T_T oh god!

Thank u

for stealing my laptop!

Thank u

for stealing my laptop right before my reaction test!

For god sake, here some words for u...

F.Y.L
gao gao!
I curse u from head to toe!

R.I.P

~With love ♥

C.T.R.L

2010-09-03T23:54:00.005+08:00

This is what i'm doing currently

(Lee, 2010)

recently
daily
routinely
continuously
uncontrollably
........................

I'm facing my laptop more than my family, lover, fan cheongs, my dog, my neighbour...
(okay exclude my uni friends coz i'm seeing them almost 10am to 10pm everyday)
so no life larh :(
the only daily entertainment is to spam my twitter wall and fb-ing
in between typing report and while google-ing for resources.
i claimed myself as a stalker but not yet a pro ;)
spending more than 8 hours in library daily

feels good?

Want to have a taste of life like this?
Welcome to School of Engineering.

When do i have the chance to CTRL my life?

~With love ♥

How did all of us end up here? (Yeo J.H, 2010)

2010-08-31T22:04:00.001+08:00

Fan cheongs reunited :)

It was supposedly to be a short visit to sin yen's house warming...
God knows!
Due to craziness + randomness of fan cheongs..
we climbed our ass-es up to the hill,
laid our bodies at jun hau's mansion. ;)

shit! It happened!

~With love ♥

Awful schedule! :(

2010-08-22T15:47:00.007+08:00

Dare anyone of u to date me out!
i'm not lovin' it :(

O.M.B
Pls pray for me to overcome the upcoming awful weeks in one piece.
u shall be informed if i'm still A-L-I-V-E :)

...xoxo...

~With love ♥

Outing with fan cheongs :)

2010-08-21T15:00:00.006+08:00

Hello :)
Yess..uni resumed for a pretty long time though~ and i have been pretty busy from week 1 till now :( Assigments and tests clashing into each other and the worst part is i dont really have time to do revision! Camping in the library every weekends is no fun :( I thought this will be a honeymoon sem when i first looked at the timetable, however it turns out to be the killer sem. Never make conclusion at first thought!

Less credit hour = more workload! T_______T no life no life~

Finally i took the initiative to blog. Dont really know what to start with though, due to too many pending posts : hehehe. So, end up blabbering on my stressful uni life. Teeheehee~ :D

I seriously need a break...A sweet escape!
BRING ME OUT! i wan to break out from monash~

Probably at this moment, Max will be shouting "i called u out wert!....".
Then jun hau will say "aiya this chow chow always not free de larr"
=( sorry for ffk-ing u all. Really hope that i can join u guys but i can't wehh!

Hell lots of assignments are haunting me.
STRESS is definitely insufficient to describe my situation now.
I'm in a battlefield atm. pai seh harr~
dont name me ffk queen ya =P

there is a better nominees here --> lee pui ee

Wuukie~ enough of blabbering.
Here's some nice sweet memories with the fan cheongs during my previous 3 weeks sem break.
In short, Full house @ pyramid before I-city with da gang. Su-shan joined us as well. Bonding and gossiping session with the fan cheongs. Old town with junhau, barley and lee before headed home. Lee slept over at my place then i shoo-ed her home the next day :)

Let me introduce the fan cheongs:

Sushan: the future surgeon :) do contact me if u wan discount for lipo-suction.

Leely: the future chemical engineer

Max: future aeroneutical engineer

(to max: construct a private jet for Mr Yeo larr)

Mr Barley: future electrical engineer

Mr Yeo a.k.a siu yeh chai a.k.a yao qin chai (sibeh rich fella): the future actuarist

Happy bonding session :)

May us sore high, into the borderless sky~~ jump jump JUMP!

The devils who dont wear prada ;)

Reach for the sky leely!!!

hrm..we jumped! we really did =D

LOL

Lastly, lovely group picha <3 alt="SDC15613" src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4140/4911903277_2822b38d52.jpg" width="500" height="375">

Oh my winter sonata~

eavesdropper. and here i award u the best satellite award!

Life might seems hard at the moment,
As time passes...
these will always be the most valuable memories that u'll never leave behind.

I miss every single one of u fan cheongs >.<

next time we go eat chee cheong fan okay~ <3

heart u all!

...x0x0...

~With love ♥

5 facts about Shermaine Chow Shin Yee

2010-08-03T17:47:00.005+08:00

Yo peeps! "Sorry for the late updates..." Oh btw, this is not Shin Yee (owner of this blog). Call me Miss Hacker♀. *evil grin* For some reasons, I'm gonna help Shin Yee to ~~mess up~~ write this particular post. whee~

I've got no idea what to talk about...how about 5 facts on Chow Shin Yee? Okay! Here goes~

Fact#1
She likes purple. She'll even tell you or maybe argue that a pink is a purple cause pink is a cousin of purple.
-___-

Fact#2
"Omg, I'm so fat! Need to cut down!" Her favourite sentence when it comes to beauty conversation. Come on la! If you're fat, then what am I? Or maybe those who're average in size? Obese ah?! pfft!

Fact#3
No, she doesn't know how to drive. Though she've got her license like 2 years ago or whatever, you can never see her driving on the road. haha. She claimed that she often drive out. (Yea right, only help her parents to reverse out the car from the house) Sorry Shin Yee, just being honest. hehe. I remember a friend of hers once asked her, "People use D on the gear to drive, you use R to drive ah?" I totally LOL! FYI, Shin Yee is a noob driver! :D

Fact#4
Shin Yee is as sampat as a chimpanzee. No doubt.
Yes, never judge people by their appearance.

Fact#5
Hmmm...how bout YOU tell me one more fact about her? Let's see how well YOU know her :D

(Studying for that dumb test)
"Don't miss me too much yea peeps. Twice a day will do.♥ I'll be back!"

p/s: Wanna guess who's writing this post? Winners get great guaranteed prize from Shin Yee! ;)

Yours sincerely,
Miss Hacker♀

Big girl don't cry

2010-07-01T03:01:00.003+08:00

Tonight...
Never too late for me to realize what do i really mean to u. When i crying like a helpless baby and u just turned away leaving sacarstic words behind.

After tonight...
Everything will be back on track and the shinyee that i dislike will be gone. A new life shall begun, and yes, i can definitely handle well with my own. Probably, much better!

Only for tonight...
Last drop of tears and we shall say goodbye.

Downpour

2010-06-30T01:18:00.002+08:00

After a downpour....

i wish for this....

Forgiving and forgetting...

Keeping my eyes forward, so i wont look back at the past...

Setting my mind clear, no more negative thinking...

From now on, i put my trust back in u...

pls dont fail me again.

Remember those promises?

Keep it.

That's all i ever wanted.

~With love ♥

ps: but uhh...i need some time...more time indeed. to glue back my fragile heart that u've broken so many times...

It's over now!

2010-06-26T20:05:00.003+08:00

Say goodbye to

Mua notesss...

long hours of camping in library...

bombastics equations and never ending assignments and reports

bye big fat beanbags..

improper meal

and Bye nerdy shinyee~~~

Wohoooo~ EXAM...finally i'm done with u!!!!

Sick of sitting at library from 9am till 10pm everyday~

and now, i'm gonna hit every single shopping mall from day till night!

muahahaha..

welcome HOLIDAYSS~ *wave wave* :)

whee~ With love ♥

P.E.S

2010-05-18T17:12:00.004+08:00

Hi again :)
For your information, currently i'm having PES. (Pre-examination syndrom)
is pretty emo, mad stress and gone abit crazy for the time being.
Can u imagine that my final is just 22 days away from now
and i still have a 10% thermo assignment + 20% bio-nano project due on the 31st!
Whatt....i thought i just started my sem?!?!?
WTFreakkkk~ tell me it is just a dream.....
bahhhhh T____T

"Are ya ready kids?
Aye aye captain...
I cant hear u~
AYE AYE CAPTAIN!
OH~ Who lives in a pineapple under the sea?
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!"

i need cartoon, i need ice-cream, i wan kit-kat (= i need a break )

P

E

S

Hormone imbalance...growing moustache :C

"whoopss..guess who calling ♥ ♥ ♥ "
teeheeee...
Sorry peeps~
i should stop complaining my dreadful uni life and
stop spamming my bloggie with pathetic no-life story :(((
Feel free to date me after my exam k~
i wanna doll up until my mum also can recognise me :D !
hmm....so ya~ take care and good night!
...xoxo...

~With love ♥

Silence

2010-05-11T22:42:00.006+08:00

This time i let it go...
This time i'll put in all...
...neglecting the consequences...
...ignoring the possible outcomes...

No matter how hard it will be...
how long it will last...

Giving it a last hit, took up this last try...
It will be either hello or goodbye...
yes..i'm listening to my heart ♥
silently...

shhh....
Just remain silence will do...
i need to hibernate...

~With love ♥

May

2010-05-01T23:47:00.005+08:00

5th of May : Thermo air turbine lab (short report)
6th of May : Thermodynamics Test 2 - 10% for final
7th of May : Thermo short report due
10th of May : Chemistry report + Chem web test + Maths assignment due (9%)
17th of May : Chemistry report due
14 th of May : Bio-nano assignment due -20% for final
24th of May : Chem web test + Chem report due
28th of May : Chem web test + Bio-nano review article due

~final in a month time~

.......to be continued

The price we pay for claiming ourselves as the future CHEMICAL ENGINEER~ :)
PEOPLE enjoy ur primary + high school + college life plsss...university is the real killer.
Take care.
Guess i'm going to faint for the second time~ YAY!
....xoxo....

T___________________T

oh time...pls dont fly~
I FREAKING NEED MORE TIME!!!

~With love ♥
~from my tired tiny lil heart :<

Shopping mania :)

2010-04-29T20:36:00.000+08:00

Finally oh finally~~~

It has been quite some time since my last shopping. Cant really remember how long ago though.
FINALLY i got the "preeeee time" to shop gao gao! :)))

Yes! shopping in POPULAR is da boom!
Had so much fun scanning through the accessories to be added into my
"cover girl"-----> . (FYI)

Super hyper when come across a super-chio-pocket-file for my miserable lecture notes.
o.o....ohh simply heart the feeling of SHOPPING-ing~

:) TaDaa~
*New possessions* hohoho :D
Found this extremely cool pocket file.

The "yeng-ness".

ohh..there's a cute little pocket beside of the file too. SEE...HOW CUTE IS IT!
Therefore, MUST BUY! :)

Recommendation:

SS5 Faber-Castell super smooth S-Fine roller pen
It's the smoothest pen i have ever used before
*better than g-soft i would say* seriously and it cost only RM 1.20.

Simply awesome :)
Try it~
and you will fall for it xD
...xoxo...

ps: i wanna do a real shopping for my poor wardrobe too T___T..oh time~ pls dont fly~~

With love ~♥

Na-na-na-ne-bu-buuu

2010-04-16T22:36:00.003+08:00

Chemistry report due on monday :)
Advanced Mathematics A test on tuesday 8.30 to 9.30am :) - 10% for final
Bio-nano engineering test on tuesday 11am to 1pm :) - 20% for final

Anticipating for the coming week,
and it's time....

to get myself screwed up..................
so dead wehh~ i really have no idea on what bio-nano is about!
Pray hard *cross-finger* for the test questions will be extremely easy...
hmm...best if the questions ought to be similar to last sem test! :D teehehe...
I need loaaaadss of luck wehh!

Luckily i've got his back ♥

I sacked PC fair job offer because of the great coming week...RM 600 flew away T____T
Great reason to make me study even harder, put in more effort la la la~
screw reports, screw assignments, screw test, SCREW MYSELF! Yeah~

"Life is an irreversible process:
It cannot be returned to the original state without leaving any trace"
(Shinyee.C, 2010)

~With love ♥

Do you?

2010-04-13T22:12:00.003+08:00

When things come to you easily...

How often do you take it for granted?

Human changed in a blink of an eye.

Things went up-side-down in just a second.

When everything is perfectly well in place, a sudden change seems to be so unacceptable.

Keep thinking for the possible outcomes, worrying of the consequences.

How good if i've got the ability to glue down the present.

How good if i've got a magical pen that can rewrite the history off.

How good if i could stop the rotating earth, freeze the merciless time...

...and breath hard

...i wan to stay.

I guess I’m too pampered all these while. Everything seems to fall into place, goes indescribably smooth…

And now,

I’m afraid to lose.

♥

Do you?

*With love*

Leely's 20th and Prof Ong 21st birthday :)

2010-04-03T15:48:00.005+08:00

♥ 23rd of March ♥

Happy 20th Birthday Lee Pui Ee. :)
Yes~ pls do let me to remind u, u r 20 now~ muahaha
She still dont wanna admit that she is 20 and keep telling ppl that she's still 19.
Welcome to the 20-20 club :)
It's da brand new chapter in life.
Nearly end of teenage, approaching into adulthood.

Was only a simple celebration held during our 2 hours break for the next lecture.
Simple and nice :)
No any big suprises...
as all of us are getting used to "suprises".
ps: probably is out of idea to plan another suprise celebration.
As you know from sunway to monash,
we have always been in a big gang. Seriously out of "juice" =P

The splendid part of a celebration
was the accompaniment...
the warmth..
and the heart..

Happy birthday girl :)
The girl which accompanied my for the past 8 years.
Really appreciate it.
As now, you are stepping into different stages in life..
Hereby wishes u all the best in ur future undertakings...
Best of lucks in everything..
Stay happy, smile always :)
You know we'll be there for u ♥

........................................................................................................................

♥ 1st of April ♥

Happy 21st Birthday Professor Ong Wee Jun. :)
He....
...celebrated his birthday on every April Fool Day.
...definitely not a joke.
...as hardworking as a bee.
...as smart as Eistein.
... is soooo kindhearted as noone can compare
...is a friend that you wanna treasure forever. :)

Thank you for everything in all this while Wee Jun.
You are the best! ni zhi dao mah =P

Love is in the air.

No planning for that day too :(
due tons of test and assignments and
we have really no time to organise a nice one for u.
So sorry Wee Jun!
Hope u enjoyed ur day :)

Pressie for Wee Jun from body glove.
ps: not that shirt he's wearing lah! we bought him a very "yeng" bag!
yes. n he loves it much.

The smart ass gang!

woot woot...6 pack as u wishes Wee Jun.
haha...i know you well, dont u think so :)
Really glad to be a friend of u.
Appreciate lots lots!!!
Best wishes to you too..
Study hard and study smart...
Dont too stress..i accompany u go sing k ya :)

Once again!
Happy Birthday to both of U~~~
.....xoxo.....

with love ♥

"Kiss the rain"

2010-03-24T18:23:00.002+08:00

People leave and enter..
unceasingly,
in life.
therefore,
those used to be in one's eyes, was out of sight...
those to be remembered, was out of mind...

Gain and lost...
unceasingly,
in life.
therefore,
those was out of sight, is in one's eyes...
those who have been forgotten, is in one's mind.

However,
those that out of sight..
does it mean will never exist?
those in one's mind...
will never be varnished?

生命中
不断地有人离开或进入
于是，看见的，看不见了
记住的，遗忘了

生命中
不断地有拥有和失落
于是，看不见的，看见了
遗忘的，记住了

然而
看不见的
是不是就等于不存在
记住的
是不是永远不会消失·

"All that is left of you
Is a memory
On that only, exists in my dreams"

...So why am I still here in the rain...
♥

u will choose to leave it out of sight
or get it out of mind?

Vacancy for a Perfect Man

2010-03-16T00:22:00.001+08:00

:::男朋友:::

...就是每天不厌其烦的陪你吃饭、送送你上下班的那个人...
...就是虽然身上没什么钱，也会请你吃饭的那个人...
...是早晨你醒来时第一个想到的那个人...
...就是能跟你打电话聊到半夜都舍不得挂的那个人...
...就是在你最艰难的时候陪伴在你身边的那个人...
...就是为了不让你担心，无论出了什么事都要自己默默承担的那个人...
...就是手机里总是存满你给他发的短信，直到信箱满了都舍不得删掉的那个人...
...就是无论你是不是漂亮都会夸赞你漂亮的那个人...
...就是常察看你的手机纪录，确信跟你常联系的都是你的女性朋友才放心的那个人...
...就是在你任性、耍小脾气时，也会忍住脾气不会冲你发火的那个人...
...就是看到你流泪时，为你擦去泪水给你一个温暖拥抱的那个人...
...就是就算你犯了错误，也舍不得骂你的那个人...
...就是可以在车站等你很久也不会介意的那个人...
...就是明明最不喜欢逛街，还能陪你一家一家的逛到你觉得满意为止的那个人...
...就是有着宽厚的肩膀可以让你随时依靠的那个人...
...就是吃饭时放慢速度等你的那个人...
...就是总是让你走在马路内侧的那个人...
...就是过马路时会紧紧拉住你的手的人...
...就是就算情人节也不会买花给你，让你对他又爱又气的那个人...
...就是深夜为你开着手机的那个人...
...就是当你读到这篇文章时立刻会想到的那个人...

*****************

每天睡觉之前一定要给她打一个电话，不管你有多晚, 因为她一直在等你，只是她嘴上说不管。
就算你再忙，你也不能一连好几天不给她短信或电话, 或者对她忽冷忽热，因为这样会让她很恐慌，是不是自己又做错了什么。任何时候不要让她找不到你，因为这样她会一直很不安心。
就算她跟你无理取闹你也要原谅她，因为她那是在测试你在乎她的程度。因为她那是缺乏安全感
你要经常去她的个人主页，即使什么也不留下，但是她看到你来过的记录也会很开心。
你问她想不想你时，如果她说不想，你一定要很开心，因为她的不想就是想。
和她发短信时，字数一定要比她的多，这样她会觉得你是在乎她的。
对她对你已经说过一万遍的关心，不要不耐烦的说知道了知道了，要很感动的说谢谢，因为那真的都是她出自内心的关心。
当她关心你时，不要说出：原来你也会关心我这样的话.这样会很伤她心，因为这对于她来说是一种很大的否定。
当你和她打电话时，你一定要她先挂你的电话，即使她说了一百遍要你先挂。
千万要记得她都是害羞的，不要什么都让她主动。
即使最后你们还是不能走到一起，记得，一定要跟她说清楚.

Anyone who can fulfill all these citeria, pls kindly let me know :)...
am waiting for that someone...
over and over again...
time for me to let go..

♥

2010-03-13T23:51:00.007+08:00

"Listen To Your Heart"

I know there's something in the wake of your smile.
I get a notion from the look in your eyes.
You've built a love but that love falls apart.
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark.

Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.

Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile.
The precious moments are all lost in the tide.
They're swept away and nothing is what it seems,
the feeling of belonging to your dreams.

And there are voices
that want to be heard.
So much to mention
but you can't find the words.
The scent of magic,
the beauty that's been
when love was wilder than the wind.

Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.

Listen to your heart

...As we only live once in our life...
...treasure the one...
...that makes you ignore the consequences...
...endure the pain...
...blindly, stubbornly...
.....and only.....

Listen to your heart....

worth it or not ?

Second week of my nerdy life

2010-03-10T17:57:00.004+08:00

The 2nd week:

All tutorial and laboratory session officially started in this week!
which means...assignments!!! lab reports!!! TESTS!!! omg O.O
not good :X ..i'm getting stress here~ *inhale exhale*

.............

i gotta get my ice-cream :)

lil pics of the week.
enjoying the "relaxing" moment while i could~
"Pressure/Stress" u this 2 fella better stay away from me

oh..and this week is the club and society week~ so here i am..
Monash bowling club :) new club in the house~
my best friend a.k.a Kurtwin Low Tsu Jin is the founder of the club
i'm so damn proud of this mr president here...
hey peeps..kurt is my best friend u know :D

:))) we were just helping out kurt to take care of his booth.
not really a member or committee..hee
ya ya~ as u know...this 2 ppl here cant bowl xD wahaha~

Miss leely

woot...jinisha~
everyone is helping out...
that's the value of friendship ♥

Taekwando's club performance. They performed right in front of our booth. So, the concourse area was in totally chaos, some more hiayak haiyak here and there. A girl in front of me almost get a fly kick right on the face from one of them as souvenir. "Footprints of my face" ..xoxo.. omb...for the past 2 years they had this performance in the cafeteria area. For no reason they shifted all these performance to concourse area...but the place is seriously NOT big u know.

anyhow, it was a great performance afterall :)
The guy is breaking 3 inches wood at once. Super yeng!
Big round of applause for u guys... for pulling the traffic to our booth =P

well done! we managed to recruit around 60 people in 3 days time :)

Introducing my favourite lecture after raymond Dr Lim. ♥
He's too cute to be truth laa..

Life in uni:
stressful yet fun
contradiction of entertainment and education.
frankly speaking..i heart♥ it :)

with love ~♥

I'm back to uni :)))

2010-03-05T17:26:00.006+08:00

Hello textbooks and notes...
Hello assignments and labs...
Hello tests and examinations...
Hello course mates and juniors...
HELLO MONASH!!!

Had a great kick-start for 2nd year 2nd sem..
hopefully everything goes superbly fine...
feel good to be back in uni :)
*ps: at least it is for now...probably next week i'll start complaining madly =P *

...xoxo...

let's pray that wont be much assignment to be due
and those questions will be like extremely easy k ;)
oh oh oh...feel like going to school now...whee ~♥
what happen to me?? damn nerdy weh~ haha

Changes in monash here and there~

Miss leely aka leepuiee "studying" i guess...but most of the time she fb-ed! haha
The first day in uni was from 8am to 6pm but only 3 hours of lectures, which means 7 hours break in between!
We fb-ed :D

Jinisha :))) new hair style, new look..oh ya new manicure too~
she spent her 7 hours break by watching One Tree Hill in comp lab...
that's the way~ i likey!

My 8 years of school mate, college mate, course mate, study mate etc etc...
bestie for life :) she's leely...

Last but not least, hello nerdy shinyee!
i wanna stay nerdy nerdy
then my result will be HD HD :)

with love ♥

Dear heart ♥

2010-02-26T02:23:00.006+08:00

To my dear heart:

Sorry for letting You down all these while.

I have never thought of being so emotional.

My mood has been swinging like a see-saw.

Sorry for not paying much attention on You ,

chucked in ton of unsaid thoughts and concealed feelings without considering.

Never really treated You right.

I have always been putting people's feeling at the first place.

Take in other’s words seriously.

Forbid all sort of complements, enlarge all criticize.

Alone enjoyed all the splendid moments and let You endure the hard feelings.

You are always......

overloaded with worries,

compacted with insecurity.

Packed with hidden feelings,

overwhelmed by unspeakable thoughts.

You have been giving out too much without hoping any return.

You got betrayed, till I lost my trust.

You have been getting hurt too many times, till I get numb over the pain.

You have been too kind to others, till I'm actually being cruel to You.

Sorry for the uncountable scars and inerasable trace that You have gotten so far.

You are as fragile as glass.

Forgive my selfishness, forgive my cowardice.

I’ll enclose You with firewall, enhance with anti-virus system. :)

Ease You away from all those hardships that You shouldn’t have to give a damn.

Please remain Your purity.

May God grant You a speedy recovery.

I’ll search for the right shelter, a better shore for You rest on whenever You are weary.

Get well soon my dear heart,

You know I love You, ♥

As I always will, forever do.

With love ♥,
Your dumb owner.

Sem 2 timetable :(

2010-02-24T14:32:00.007+08:00

4 more days to go and i'll be saying goodbye to my super-draggy-long 4 months semester break.
To wohoo or not to wohoo?

Anyhow, yesterday was the allocate+ thingy opening day. It's for us to arrange our timetable and to get ourselves enrolled into preferred time slots. The day before, our very kind Professional Ong purposely msg-ed the gang to remind us about this BIG day. Yes, it related to our life and death! Without Wee Jun, how to score distinction u tell me.

Therefore, i woke up at 9.30am as the allocate+ opening at 10am. Oh my lovely friend actually called to wake me up just to do the allocation. How sweet of him :) Thanks alot.
However, ishhh...don't know what's wrong with my router...i just couldnt connect to the network!
Luckily, there's a very kind neighbour which didn't lock up their network.
So, yes! i used their line..hehe..sharing is caring mar~

Finally, allocate+ opened!

..................
tuu.........ALL THE TIME SLOTS ARE FULL!
omg...depression strikes immediately!
Actually my timetable wasn't that bad overall.
Just that i have to wake up before 8am for classes EVERYDAY!
Plus 6 hours break on EVERY friday niaaaaaa~ *faint*

Emo :(
So, i spent my whole day pressing F5 key.
i spent my whole day staring at the screen.
i spent my whole day hoping that the friday morning slot will open for me.
Sobs...T___________T

nobody wants to pick u :( buuu...
who will wan classes on friday some it's freaking late!

Hopeless sial...
hopefully they will move forward the tutorial class or else i'm so going to squeeze into the morning slot. ;)
u know my size! wahaha~

Time to tidy up my holiday mood.
Seriously have to pay more attention to my studies now as i'm stepping into last sem of my second year.
Last sem results were awful.
Time to brush up, accelarate and BOOM.
Wishing for flying colours.

Long time no see.
Nerdy shinyee :)

ps: wish me luck for the bio-nano tute time slot. *cross-finger*
FYI i'm still using my neighbour's line...whee...how kind ;)
...xoxo...

The night in front of my lappie

2010-02-22T01:21:00.011+08:00

In a very late night, we decided to do this...

I apologise for any inconvenient or harm caused...

Rated as 18-PL...

Please be ready...

IN

。。。。。。5。。。。。

。。。。4。。。。

。。。3。。。

。。2。。

。1。

............

........

...

ARGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Come come...let's make a guess which ah po/aunty/ah sam/ghost is this.

Hint 1: Never forget to pose when taking picture.

Hint 2: Good in acting feminine.

Muahahaha....

Are u thinking what i'm thinking~

IN 3-2-1...tadaa~

Round of applause to Miss Sam Pui Ee which played a perfect roll as a ghost.
and i think u look much better and gorgeous with the mask. =P

...xoxo...

We are that boring, that lame..

i know u love me :)

Stay happy, Smile always :)

ROAR my 2010

2010-02-21T23:04:00.008+08:00

HUATTTTTTTTTTTTT aa....

hello hello :) how's ur chinese new year?
Not a really good one for me :(
Luckily i still got my silly sister and her bff as my accompaniment ♥
I guess today will be the happiest and most enjoyable day during my chinese new year =P
Just came back from a crazy house visit marathon...hohoho
visited 7 houses in a row and of coz lou sang for the don't know how many hundred times!
mad tired but god damn happy! whee~ :)

Venue: PJ and damansara area.

Mission: To send our regards and best wishes to our beloved friends' family member :)...
To collect ang pau-sSs...xoxo ;)))) hehehe (trying to be very honest here. woots)

Time: from 1pm till around 10pm

Houses visited: 7 in a row!

Non stop eating and drinking these few days...
oh no no no...have to control my itchy mouth T_T

Anyhow, still wishes all of u a Happy and Blessed Chinese New Year!!!
Roar the year with lots of luck and happiness. Cheeeseeee :D

to be continued (with loads of silly pics..wohooo! )

workaholic 。shopaholic

2010-02-10T13:10:00.011+08:00

Jiang jiang jiang!!!

As Chinese New Year is just around the corner…

As uni will be reopen at the 1^st of March…

Let me do a short summary of my super-draggy-long 4 months semester break.

Right after the semester break emerged, I submerged myself into loads of event and roadshow job.

For few years back, I used to work as a promoter in all sort of hypermarket promoting products to aunties and uncle earning less RM 70 per day for 10am-10pm. From now on, nah nah nah…I only have eyes on those high pay job at least RM 100 per day laa since I’ve got a very nice profile and kinda experience and pro lor..ngek ngek ;)

So I started with CARs international at sunway pyramid.

Then, I was selected as an usherer for a MasterCard golf tournament in The Mines Golf Resort. It was a very easy job where all I need to do is relax and have fun in there…senang senang kaching masuk pocket =)

Next, SONY FLYER GIRLS~ sound chun right..haha~ it’s not a new band or whatsoever. Where we whole bunch of girls leaded with a bapasan went up and down in klang valley giving out flyers! Haha…it was another super easy job. We worked like 2or 3 hours per day only which our official working time should be from 11pm to 7pm. Oh ya…we went to pavilion for high-tea some more~ what a life =)

Once stepped into 2010, my first job was iproperty.com expo which held in mid valley from 1^st OF JANUARY 2010 (yes the first day of 2010 and I have to work >.<) till 3^rd of Jan. This is where I show my professional knowledge because I need to promote a heat insulator which I have to explain how heat penetrates into our house laa…by convection, conduction and radiation. Yeap yeap…CHE 2163 heat and mass transfer syllabus. Tsk tsk tsk…pls dont admire me too much xD

Right after that, I went to a television commercial shooting as TVC extras…to be exact means kalefeh..hahaha…and now I know how “san fu” to be a kalefeh~ as they spent the same time for shooting or even more than the main character to get a very very very tiny opportunity to appear in the big screen. The shooting was from 6am in the MORNING and ended at 10pm at night. The only and most important requirement for a kalefeh is u must have superb good patience like me =) All that extras need to do is just wait, wait and WAIT !!! wait for the setting, camera, main and such~ luckily I’ve got good patience =) So peeps, please pay some of attention for those kalefeh especially those who look like “accidentally walked pass”…RESPECT them!

See the purple uniform…hohoho…heart the purple ONLY~ after quite a long jobless period. I got a job to work in Tesco as Anglia shandy promoter. Moderate pay, normal working hours but since I really jobless that time so I go for it. Anyhow, sap sap water for me..wahahaah

Then, there was another golf tournament host by Dewar’s in KLGCC. Same job scope, same bapasan and same girls! Woots…had real fun that day =)

And the most recent one is this…gong xi fatt chai!

As Watson ambassador- Give out mandarin orange to customers who purchased in Watson. However most of the people paid more concern on the cheong sam that we were wearing. Haha =)

“小姐小姐，你的衣服很美哟哪里买的？”

"miss miss, where u buy ur cheong sam? very nice le..."

I pun tak tau le~

I had been really busy for the past few months. Busy working, busy going out with my friend and etc.

Sometimes feel kinda frustrated because of too busy, too many job offered at the same time…

Sometimes feel myself very useless sitting at home doing nothing...

Sometimes I complain a lot…

and sometimes I feel contented.

There’s once tummy pang called me.

“seems like u are living ur live to fullest le…”

Hmm…I guess so.

I’m filthy rich in mind and soul.

Smile =)

Hereby wishing all of u a prosperous chinese new year. Great year ahead ya!

...xoxo...

Ps: although I don’t see much money flushing into my bank acc after i've done so many work T.T SOBS~~~

a R.e.l.a.t.i.o.n.s.h.i.p

2010-01-08T12:47:00.006+08:00

Does every relationship started with friendship?

Somebody fall for love at the first sight…

And somebody fall in love after a long period of understanding and knowing.

It took how much of your courage to fall in love, to hook up into a relationship?

There’s a say, guys normally fall for love at the first sight

However the party who usually fallen deeply in a relationship will be the girls.

How long will it take for one to let go their love…

How long much time needed for one's to cure his/her wounded heart and ease away the pain?

Ones' hearts are as fragile as glass…once u holds it in ur hand, please handle with care…

Once broken…the scars will be forever there.

A relationship is strongly dependent on trust, understanding and respect.

Trust…to trust the one u loves and to be 100% honest to the other half.

But how come the relationships nowadays involve so many parties?

Is it always true that “2 is better than 1”? Is the fault of overwhelming sexual hormone or mainly due to one’s greediness?

It is easy to cheat on a relationship...the real hard one is to be truthfully loyal.

Hey guys…take out ur guts and balls...Because is easy so don’t do it! Be a man, take up the challenge and choose the hard one. That’s the time u can be truly proud of urself.

Understanding…many couples do break apart because of insufficient of communication which lead to misinterpretation and misunderstanding.

How much time it will take just to fully understand a human being? It’ll take up forever perhaps….

Respect… respect ones freedom rather than tie him/her up with ur ultimate-5-seconds sms or calls. This is far beyond caring in fact u r actually trying to control or keep an eye on ur beloved bf or gf. To be exact u r not trusting him/her.

Is that all for a relationship? I bet not…

There are so many reasons for one to be in love…

Hundred and millions of excuses to break apart. Is it that fragile??

Do you think Love is just a game?

How many interceptions with the wrong one before meeting up with the right one?

You feel love in a second, the next moment "poof" it's gone~

Please do not have a feeling of scornful hatred. Never think of revenge.

No matter how, they are still the one who u loved once. Be thankful on the moments that spent

together and the lesson u learnt.

but how many people can actually do it…without any hard feelings?

I know is painful to ask u to let go.

I know is hard to not to see, not to hear and not to miss.

I know it were superb awesome memories till it was so unforgettable hence u wish u could

return to past and make the ending different. But it was just memories and it will remain as

footsteps in ur journey of life. That’s all.

As everything is crystal clear, there’s the point of no return.

Please do not put down ur dignity, beg for him like a beggar as he was just treating u as a joker.

Move forward and chuck him behind, let him be the past..be a passerby.

A few years after, u’ll roll on the floor and laugh at urself for now and pulling my hair for not

giving u a tight slap on ur face to wake u up from all these dilemma.

If both of u is fated…he’ll return to u someday somehow.

Live a better life without him! I'm so sure that u can do it!

My friend…

Have u found ur Mr right or mrs right ?

Hoping for a blast or long-lasting relationship?

Does Love fade away as time goes by...

Is there something called "True love" existing in the universe...

Is it already 2010 years since homo sapiens occupying the earth..

Till now…who can accurately define the word

LOVE。。。

2.0.1.0

2010-01-01T23:59:00.000+08:00

~~~~~~~~~HAPPY NEW YEAR ~~~~~~~~~

i know i'm kinda late =)
Since i cant be the first then let me be the last to wish u all happy new year !!!
Best wishes for all of you in 2010,
May all the good luck follow you,
Prosperous moment linger around you.
[ Grab a McD Prosperous burger ;) ]

I celebrated my new year eve in front of my lappie~
cool le...it's freaking trendy lorr~
join me for the next year =)

xoxo

Not to forget YES (year end sales) will end on 3rd of Jan,
what are you waiting for?
go grab a "ang ang" shirt,
dress like an ang pau...
HOTTT and ROCKS till the max ! ♥
heeee..... :D

new year resolution 1: ang pau ang pau roll roll come ^-^

**************************

p/s: worked on the 1st day of 2010
and lost in mid valley T.T...
what a kick-start for the year.

notre mémoire

How's life??

New new new!

Happy New Year

Y.E.S: the fastest mobile internet with voice!

Let's get W.O.W-ed

Sun will still rise :)

Listen to me

090910: worst day EVER!

C.T.R.L

How did all of us end up here? (Yeo J.H, 2010)

Awful schedule! :(

Outing with fan cheongs :)

5 facts about Shermaine Chow Shin Yee

Big girl don't cry

Downpour

It's over now!

P.E.S

Silence

**May**

Shopping mania :)

Na-na-na-ne-bu-buuu

Do you?

Leely's 20th and Prof Ong 21st birthday :)

"Kiss the rain"

Vacancy for a Perfect Man

♥

Second week of my nerdy life

I'm back to uni :)))

Dear heart ♥

Sem 2 timetable :(

**The night in front of my lappie**

ROAR my 2010

workaholic 。shopaholic

a R.e.l.a.t.i.o.n.s.h.i.p

2.0.1.0

May

The night in front of my lappie